BHOABHAN
SIDHE. They started as creators of very sick and impure form of BlackMetal.
Suck were first two releases: a promotape "Cocoon Hides The Immortal"
and 7"EP "The New Order". The year 1994 brought "Corpse
Crater" demo - the sympetic sound-pollution of keyboards only. The form
was changed, but the essence has remained the same. K_Os awaits with open
arms...
Conscicide Dominus Arcula. To the Impurity in its purest form...
Introduce your band and
explain the meaning of its name.
BHAOBHAN SIDHE
consists of two participants: Conscicide Dominus Arcula and Aliborn. Our reason
of existence is the decay of immortal values. In our reverse crusade we fight
these mainly holy values and laws. We are missionaries of Impurity. Our means
of communication is music. Dark, foul, syntethic, non-verbal music. BHAOBHAN
SIDHE is ancient Celtic and mean "female vampires". Sucking the
purity out of your system.
The "New
Order" is your first 7"EP. How does the New Order look in your eyes?
What is the way to it?
This is not an
individual matter. My visions and wishes are irrelevant. Do not expect words of
wisdom to come forth out of my mouth. Think. The gate is easily found. The
prophecy has always been there. Always keeŻ one eye pointed at th sky. A mirror
will show you your destiny. Only the fools do not fear what the future hides.
"Corpse
Crater" is your only demo. What is the Corpse Crater?
"Corpse Crater" stands for the connection between past and future
events. It grows. In other words: the mass graves will only get bigger. Man is
responsible for his own death, now and forever. Besides, collective burial is a
beautiful phenomenon, isn't it? How sociable, to rot away in the mud between
your "strong" human comrades.
You played in Bestial
Summoning before founding B. Sidhe. Memories of that period.
Finallym a black page out of my life! Memories. I enjoyed all the hatred I
recieved for playing in this band. Furthermore it was a waste of time. I have
no regrets though.
There were rumours that
BESTIAL SUMMONING split up because of your suicide. Comments it. Did you try to
commit suicide? Why did you fail?
Wrong. There is no link whatsoever between these - both joyful - events. I cut
my wrist ages after BESTIAL SUMMONING split up/ due to internal warfare/. I was
in search for another place, solitude and inhumanity. I failed because my body
was obviously stronger than my will at this time. But mainly I failed becasue I
am a failure, and I understand now that my fate includes a longer way of
suffering. I'm proud to undergo a more intense punishment when the time is
right. I was wrong acting according to my own will. My case is not closed yet.
Another rumour is about
your being in madhouse.
False. I had to undergo psychiatric treatments but I was never locked inside an
institution. Also I received medicine against depression. Nothing cured me.
Still I currently got released from all medical affairs, wich lasted for
exactly one year. I was not aggressively insane, so I was never commited.
Do you consider your
ebing born in a human shape as a prize or a punishment? Is it enough for your
soul to dwell in a human body?
Being born is in all cases a sin against the law of the filth. Humans have no
right to live. The scret of life is paying for this sin. Intelligence and
emotions are certainly gifts of weakness and punishemnt is hidden inside of
this weakness. I am not satified with the human state of being. Why nit? Who
could resist the thought of being transformed into for example a worm and
regain his impure dignity. Crawling.
So what is the way you
would like to die? What comes after death in your belief?
In the panic of the final seconds of the earth. Because if destiny.
Speculations on death...My first choice is to be trapped inside an individual
habitat as an un imagiable creature. However, eternal emptyness would suit me
fine, too False hope.
Now descripe your reigns as a monarch of the world...
I swear by all Impurity that I would destroy the world and wipe away humanity
into oblivion. Who will me the power?
What is the strongest feeling within you? Why is it the strongest?
A self-destructive and mind-eating hatred. This seed gets the most water, so it
grows in an ussstoppable way. Eternal solitude would kill the seed. Humans feed
it.
What do such words as misanthropy, solitude mean to you? Are you a
modern hermit?
True misanthropy comes forth out of inborn depravity. You cannot really hate
humanity as a whole when you love yourself. Don't love yourself. Stop seeing
yourself as something unique. Don't be fooled, end individuality! Solitude is a blessing. A hermit is
a king as well as a slave of his own mind. I'm not quite isolated enough to be
called a hermit. Not yet.
What about sex,
passion, lust , perversion - their place in your life.
Top priority. I'm obsessed with pornography in all its sick and twisted
details. I have a distinct taste for bizzare ways and a strong fetish fir
accessories. Wasting seed by masturbation is a virtue.
The perfect, purest
evil. Your imagination of it. How can it be reached by humans?
The sadistic, systematic execution of the world population. But there are other
things. The end of all feelings. This can be reached.
Future plans concerning
B.S. and your life...
Releasing a 7"EP or MCD in the beginning of 1995 and never stop the
Impurificatin.
Last words
Kill your own consciousness, wait and hate...
Unternmensch und stolz!
F.H.P.
c/o Conscicide
Baerdijk 79
5062 HS Oisterwijk
The Netherlands